So, I haven't written in almost a year. I actually kinda forgot I had a blogspot. I can't guarentee I'll write again in the year 2010, but you never know.

Man, there are so many things on my mind right now and I'm not sure where to begin. I've got things that God is continuing to show me, a certain guy, my job, and my church. I guess I'll just start from the beginning...

... The things God is continuing to show me....

Firstly, I just want to say that my God is amazing. His love for me never fails and is stronger than anything I've ever felt in my life. I'm not sure, but I sometimes feel that He is telling me that it's time to leave Spartanburg. I know there's so much that needs to be done here, but at the same time, I know that something inside of me is pulling me toward Alabama. I'm still praying about it. I don't know if He wants me to move now, in 5 or maybe 10 years. I know I just have to keep praying and trusting in Him and He will lead me where He wants me to be.

.... A Certain Guy...

Hmmm.... Where to begin here? Again, I am really praying about this. I want the man that God has for me. Right now, there's this guy and he is just completely..... right. Well, in my books he is. He loves God with all his heart and strives to live for Him. The only thing is he doesn't know and I'm not sure if he even has the slightest clue. Also, there's another girl who likes him, but that's a whole 'nother story and I'm not going there. Not today anyways....

... My Job....

Oh where to begin here? I'm so not happy in that area of my life. I've been at Chick-fil-A for almost 5 and a half years now and I feel like I'm on my way to no where. Don't get me wrong, I feel entirely blessed that I have a "job" but I know in my heart that this is NOT where God wants me for the rest of my life. I really hope that 2010 brings about some new things for me.


.... My Church....

2009 has been very eventful for me. I love my church. I really do, but there's just some people in the church that have made some things very hard for me lately. I used to enjoy singing in the choir and doing all kinds of stuff. Everytime someone asked me to do something, I was right there, ready to help..... to serve. But now, it's not like that anymore. It's not a bad thing, I just wish that some things had never happened or that some people would just mind their own business and not try to interfere with mine when they have no reason to even say anything. We'll just have to wait and see how things work out and what God tells me to do as the year goes on.


As you can see, I've got a lot on my mind..... and that's not everything.... there are just some things that cannot be talked about. Pretty crazy if you ask me. But throughout everything, God is in control and I'm leaving my destiny up to Him because He knows what's best for me.