Tuesday, January 11, 2011

I can't believe what I just saw....

I was on facebook and one of the first things I read was (not putting name in on purpose) "So and So said that an unborn child is a dreamkiller. Right on M. So. Right on." Wow.... What has this world come to? I feel like crying. Isn't it our job to proctect the unborn? It's not their fault that 2 people have to have such lustful feelings outside of marriage. That unborn child is as innocent as it can be. I can't stress enough how sick that makes me.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Shake It Up......

sometimes i wonder why in the world does God allow bad things to happen to godly people. i know the answer is to not only to bring His child closer to Him, but also to test them to see how well they can handle the situation. i'm there now. i know that what i'm going through seems so hard right now, but i know it'll be better in the long run. God brings people into your life for certain reasons just as He takes people out of it. normally i hate it when He takes people out of my life but right now, i'm rather relieved. i'm not naming any names so no one will know who i'm talking about (unless it's one involved). it's been a hectic past few years and i am at my wits end...... i don't know what to do..... i try not to let it get to me but in the end it always tries to slip in..... i wish i coud just erase the past out of my head. yeah well, i know that's practically impossible. why does everything have to be so complicated?

on a lighter note, i get to see my 5 year olds tomorrow!!! i haven't seen them in 2 weeks.... i don't want this awana year to end... why can't this year go on forever?? :)

Monday, January 3, 2011

Come with me and you'll be in a world of pure imagination

i want to do something great with my life. i want my life to count. i want people to look at my life and know that i did the best i could and lived under the shadow of the Almighty. People will look and say that my life glorified God. 2011 is a brand new year and i am excited to say that things are going to change. it's 2011 and i have no resolutions.... i have goals and these goals are totally reachable. all i have to do is stay comitted and not give up. if you want to know what they are, you'll have to figure it out or just wait for the changes.... they're coming....