sometimes i wonder why in the world does God allow bad things to happen to godly people. i know the answer is to not only to bring His child closer to Him, but also to test them to see how well they can handle the situation. i'm there now. i know that what i'm going through seems so hard right now, but i know it'll be better in the long run. God brings people into your life for certain reasons just as He takes people out of it. normally i hate it when He takes people out of my life but right now, i'm rather relieved. i'm not naming any names so no one will know who i'm talking about (unless it's one involved). it's been a hectic past few years and i am at my wits end...... i don't know what to do..... i try not to let it get to me but in the end it always tries to slip in..... i wish i coud just erase the past out of my head. yeah well, i know that's practically impossible. why does everything have to be so complicated?
on a lighter note, i get to see my 5 year olds tomorrow!!! i haven't seen them in 2 weeks.... i don't want this awana year to end... why can't this year go on forever?? :)
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